along for the ride.

okay so something incredibly funny happened today so i'm going to make this a "fun" blog instead of a somber one like my last one :)

welll first off kelsey was screaming because there was this large bug in our room today crawling up the window. it was looked like a stink bug meets cockroach meets beetle. it was interesting. anyways, she freaked out & wanted to kill it with hairspray but i encouraged her not to because the bug didn't do anything to her. but she insisted the bug had made babies on her bed somewhere but that totally didn't happen. anyways, (sorry i keep sidetracking) i opened the window the bug was on but he didn't seem like he wanted to go out. (like how i made the bug a boy? boys are like bugs haha). anyways, so i grabbed this broom in our room that we hadn't used at all & scooped the bug up on it & stuck it out the window. he didn't seem to move so i shook the broom & then the big crawled TOWARD me on the broom & for some reason my reaction was to drop the broom. But that was quite a problem because the broom then fell five stories down onto the driveway of the dorm. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA me & kelsey were dying laughing on the ground. then i went to go get it & some maintenance guys thought it was there's so picked it up & put it in their truck. but i got it back from them. it was quite funny. i laugh everytime i see our window because i can't imagine what someone was thinking when they saw a broom shaking out the window & then all of a sudden it drops five stores. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. wow college is fun when things like this happen!

a good song was sung last night at the inn. here it goes: HUNGRY I COME TO YOU FOR I KNOW YOU SATISFY. I AM EMPTY BUT I KNOW YOUR LOVE DOES NOT RUN DRY. SO I WAIT FOR YOU. SO I WAIT FOR YOU. I'M FALLING ON MY KNEES. OFFERING ALL OF ME. JESUS YOU'RE ALL THIS HEART IS LIVING FOR. BROKEN I RUN TO YOU FOR YOUR ARMS ARE OPEN WIDE. I AM WEARY BUT I KNOW YOUR TOUCH RESTORES MY LIFE.

as i was singing this song i realized that i'm singing the song of my life right then. i have become so broken over the last couple of weeks. i needed so much in my life i didn't know what to do. i didn't have control of my life & that's hard for me. but i realized God is the answer for everything. he has his arms open wide for me & meets me where i'm at. i don't need to go searching for him; he knows where i'm at & will come running for me. he's all that i live for now. ya i've been thinking a lot about the whole "you meet your husband in college" idea. & i'm not going to pursue anyone. God will make the man for me pursue me. it's comforting to know but i'm not going to lie i do have my doubts too. but i just have to put my faith in God & go along for the ride!